We received notice this past week that Florian is scheduled for a "surgical assessment" with a cardiovascular surgeon. We knew in January that this was a possibility because his last CT scan showed an aortic aneurysm of about 5.5cm in size. What does this mean? maybe surgery.... but then again, maybe not.
Initially, fear took reign and began to overwhelm me. But isn't God good? God brought people into my life & blog posts & I came to a realization that I am once again faced with a choice. Life really is all about choices, isn't it? I could continue to give in to fear OR I could choose to trust. It is my choice.
I have given my inner self a stern lecture... have prayed lots... and the bottom line is this:
- God knows all about this too.
- He is still in control of our journey & destiny.
- He asks us to trust.
Actually, I have made my choice. I will choose to obey.